。。。

昨天晚上你说有话要跟我说，其实我也知道你要对我说的是什么。。我心里已经有了一个大概，但没想到真的是那回事。。那时你说有坏消息要跟我说，我脑里想到就是有第三者的出现，那时的我真的希望你说的坏消息只是玩玩而已，哪知。。当你发那信息给我时，我有了心理准备，我以为我可以接受得了，原来有心理准备时没有用的。。那信息的杀伤力实在很大，足以杀死一个人。。结果它杀死了我。。死得很伤。。
我很奇怪为什么你要在这个时候告诉我这些，星期四我们还有约会，你真的不怕会影响我们约会的心情吗？？？我怕。。现在我都不懂要怎样去面对星期四的约会。。
你的信息理有提到说当你看到我跟别的女生好时，你心里会有种怪怪的感觉。。只有你有吗？？当我看到你跟别的男生比较好时，我心里好过吗。。？！再下来，你说有人向你告白了，当时我真的被你砍了一刀。。我感到庆幸的是你拒绝了他。。我也没有酱伤。。我也感到奇怪的是为什么你会有一点点点点的喜欢他。。？？你跟他会很熟吗？？据我所知你们也还不是有在msn聊天而已啊。。有约会过吗？？这我不懂。也不想懂。。！
你说我们有很多的不适合。。？举例。。？？我想来想去都想没有我们有什么地方不适合。。？
你不想我为你浪费时间，为你做那么多东西。。？浪费时间。。？不会！现在的我有没有其他喜欢的人，根本不算在浪费我的时间。。为你做那么多东西是因为我在意你，不然的话，那天晚上我干嘛没事做去载她去你家解决问题。。就是我在意你，不想你不开心。。如果换做是别人，我睬他都傻。。
再来。。你说我不是很爱你，那当然。。如果说一跟你认识就说很爱你，这根本就是喜欢外表而已，而不是真真的喜欢。。爱是由喜欢慢慢转换的，而且要经过一段的相处，认识。。
你说我对每一个女生都一样。。？那是以前的我，因为我那时还没有喜欢的人。。现在有了喜欢的人，就不同了。。我现在已经是尽量对你一个人好了，你也没有可能要我一下子变成另一个人吧，从对每个人好到对你一个人好，也是要时间的啊。。
你不想影响你，我，她的友谊，现在我可以告诉你，不会变。。不过现在你伤了你我的友谊。。之前我懂你不想谈恋爱，所以我才说我们回到之前的关系，我也不想逼你。。我对你的感觉直到昨天都是保持在暧昧那个阶段，我也很清楚你我在一起会辛苦。。如果你没有跟我说那番话，我是还好的。。我也很享受暧昧这个阶段。。
再说，从我说我们的关系回到以前后，我对你的感情有所收敛，没有像之前的酱多了，因为我清楚说如果我单方面的话，我会很辛苦。。那些礼物都是在我还没说清楚我们的关系前就买了的，礼物都买了，就送嘛。。
好男人都不值得你们去爱吗。。？

they going bac to penang..

today morning,about 8 something 9 i wakeup..but them still in dream..about 9.30am,they ka wake up,after they packed their things,the time already near 11am,and the bus they sit is 12pm..only left an hour go to the station..dunno can reach there at the time bo..?when we on the way to the station,traffic jam happen,thank god that the jam only take 10minutes..if nt,we can't reach the station right at the time..we reach the station about 11.45am..then the bus come at 12.05pm..they reached penang at 4.15pm..

nutrition class

yesterday i went for the nutrition class..the class stars at 11am until 5pm,but it gt break 2 times la..lunch 1 hour,hightea 1 hour..then we'r giving certificate..haha..the class gt abit sien,until i 'tu ku'at ther..it's only teach u about the shallow eh thing,not so deep..i wan eh is deep deep eh..
after class,yp sms me,said that she sad,need me accompany her to beach..but the problem is i'm at KL..then i juz can sms her to lets her dun so sad lo..and i asked her ry to find xinz to share her problem..
at nite,we go dinner at my uncle curry house..each of us ate 3 plate of rice..the food gt petai,otak-otak,fried chicken,and the vegetable curry..it's so delicious..
*p.s "if anyone wan to try it,contact me..haha.."
after the 3 plate of rice,i ate 2 burger..the burger so yummy,i bought fish and chincken de..after the burger,my aunt bought bac the sushi,i ate again..about 1 box of sushi..
wow,i also dunno why i can eat so much..haha

wrong station

last saturday,we go mid valley shopping..we 12pm reached ther le..the people at mid valley is scary..coz early in the morning,3 car park was full..=.=''
then we go shopping,i bought 4 shirt and 1 pants..about cost 100++ nia..
then about 4pm,we wan go home,then we took KTM to KL sentra,but we miss the station..then we direct go to kepong sentra,it's quite far away from KL..then we need to change the tiket and sit bac to the KL sentra..then at KL sentra,change to monorel,then sit taxi to home..the time taken from mid valley to home is about 2 and a half hours..after get bac home,we all tired..pity us..

...

hope that u'll see this blog..
2day,i think liao..i won't force u to accept our relationship..b'cos i noe that if i force u,u'll ingore me,then we'll like passing by..i din hope that our relationship will be like that..
i hope that i won't be ur problem,and i hope that u dun treat me as ur problem..juz act like old time can liao..i prefer that relationship compare to this relationship that not clear..
if u saw my blog,juz leave a comment or wat to tell me about ur thinking..

Now,i'm at KL for my study..
words for xinz
i know u dun wan this relationship is because u scared our relationship will affected my study result..
now i wanna tell u that the study is my future..i won't like wy them will fail their results because of the love..i'm not childish like them..
the words yesterday u told me hurts me..
i dun hope that u will act like not to treat me nicely so that i will study hard on my study..dun try to do that..if u do that,i'll sad..and need time to recover,then i will no mood for my study..but if can,dun do this la..

太好了

2009年12月14日凌晨，她们的问题终于解决了。。昨天晚上，我去找怡冰，跟她讲佳欣的问题，要她把问题解决掉。。于是我们去starbuck买了蛋糕，算是逗她开心。。她们聊了近20分钟，我却在别处看着她们。。过后，她们的问题解决了。。终于。。！过后我过去找她们，佳欣弟也在那里，一直笑，不懂在笑什么。。事后我才知道，弟知道我喜欢佳欣，希望我做他姐夫。。哈哈。姐夫，太早了吧，十撇都还没有一划。。但我有问弟说，他姐有意见吗，他说没有，她很开心。。最后，佳欣很开心，因为她和怡冰之间的问题解决了，我的付出是值得的。。

内疚

2009年12月13日，我看了佳欣的部落格，她写了很多东西。。我记得里面写道：“都是那两个礼拜害的，。。。。。。”如果不是我的自私，要结束暧昧，开始恋情，佳欣和怡冰就不会搞成这样。。现在他们两个都没跟对方说过一句话。。

好心做坏事

我和佳欣的开始是因为怡冰的牵线，她说要我给佳欣留下美好的回忆在我还没离开槟城前，但是我有工作，早到晚，没有什么时间可以陪她。。我懂她的好心，但她的好心做了坏事。。我和佳欣达不到共识，佳欣始终不想开始这段感情，因为她不想受到伤害。。之前佳欣问怡冰有出去吗。。怡冰骗她说没有，但其实她是有出去的。。这件事情给佳欣知道了，佳欣很不喜欢别人骗她，特别是怡冰，因为佳欣很在乎怡冰。。怡冰骗她没有出去的原因是为了不要浪费我和佳欣相处的时间。。

希望和她的感情不会断

我和佳欣的两个礼拜恋情，其实我是想要延长的，要的不止两个礼拜，而是有多长，就要多长。。其实我们彼此都有感觉，只是要离开对方了。。

ON

2009年12月4号吧，我向佳欣提出我们结束我们的暧昧关系，正试拍拖。。她没有给我明确的答案，但我觉得她对我是有feel的，但她不想开始是因为我即将要离开槟城去吉隆坡读书。。她害怕说我去到那里会找到另一个女生，劈腿。。因为她的前男友也是劈她的腿。。她不想再受第二次伤害。。但我是当作她答应了，因为她也没有拒绝我。。

情侣装

2009年11月28日，佳欣说要我们一起穿baby Milo的衣服去上班，我答应了。。做工时，我上司问我佳欣和我有什么关系，我答她，有着不寻常的关系，不是情侣又不止是朋友。。在那里，我们还挺耀眼的。。哈哈。。

高兴。。

2009年11月27日，佳欣有做书展的工作，但她妈要我在她去做工，我答应了。。我写这编部落格是我载她上班的第二天，送她回家时，她妈给了我糖水，给了两天。。现在我正在吃着。。哈哈。。不懂是不是她妈特地煮给我的呢。。？哈哈。。头头我以为她妈是不喜欢我的，原来我错了。。她妈对我的影像还不错的呢，还特定要我载佳欣上班才行。。

送行

11月5日，我乾妹要回去johor了。。晚上我们送她去巴士站。。我们是指我，培，朋，凯。。
我们九点将才去载她，我们先去吃晚餐，然后再载她过去。。她第一次请我吃东西，就是蛋挞。。很好吃。。！大概十一点我们就到车站了，那时的情况就像是“桃花小妹”里的情节，四个哥哥陪着妹妹去车站。。她一直舍不得我们，心情低落，因为有要离开槟城，离开我们。。

她哭了，我也要哭了。。

11月5日早上，我带我乾妹去看塔啰牌，在那里，在她讲述她的心情，对家庭的不满，对恋情的期待等等时，我深深体会到她的心情，明白她。。在她在讲她对她爸的不满时，她落下了泪，在那时，我感觉到我心里也有一种想陪着她流泪的感觉，不想让她一个人承受那痛苦。。过后塔啰牌分析了她的个性，她是一个很有压力的人，输不起。。还说到，她会承受不了压力，可能会伤害自己，而她也不会告诉别人说她想伤害自己。。我真得很担心她。。！我还是第一次有这样想保护一个人的感觉。。幸好，她现在交了一个男朋友，对她很好，酱子我还比较放心~至少有一个人可以帮我照顾她，不让她受伤害。。

工作，钱

从10月18号，我就开始工作了，popular。。我是先在tesco popular做工，在那里我只是负责打货，打完货就可以回了。。还挺简单的。。但是10月26日就是噩梦的开始。。我去midland那里负责fair的setting-up。。之前的setting-up有大概十多个人做，但这次的只有两至三个人做包山包海。。噩梦。。！工钱不懂能不能要求提高点，真的很辛苦。。这个噩梦会延续到12月中。。苦命啊。。！但没办法，还是要做，谁叫我没有钱。。？现在只好先当着钱的奴隶吧。。~！

戒辣

十一月一号开始，我下定了决心。。戒辣两个月。。真的是很难，辣的食物都不能吃，好像：咖哩面，福建面，椰桨饭，马来饭，roti canai等等。。真的很辛苦。。
为什么我要戒辣？？是因为我的脸。。之前还没有爱上辣时，脸还好的，但爱上后，够力了青春痘满脸。。T.T

原来她是这样的。。

我有一个女生朋友，我们在读小学时就认识了。。到现在大概认识了11年。。在这11年里，我跟她的关系都很好。。是无话不说的好朋友。。她有什么事情要我帮忙，大多数我都会答应。。
她也是第一个可以在电话里讲一个小时多的人。。但，在今年的七月尾，八月初，她令我失望；我对她的态度也有所改观。。事情是这样的：当时她要求我帮她找工作，工作是找到了，那工作只做三个星期，而那工作也不难，就是卖裤子。。（Britannia）当时她是在放假，三个星期。。她答应我她可以做三个星期，过后我就带她去interview。。第一天做工，她跟我讲她只想做两个礼拜，她不想她的假期都在做工。。过后，她又说她只做一个星期，因为很闷。。
我就在想：是你叫我帮你找工作的，帮你找了，你又只做一个星期，那我要怎样交待。。？
还有，在这之前，她有在gurney做工，但没有人载她回，她又知道我有可能会在gurney的popular做工，就要求我去那边做顺便可以载她回，那好，我顺路，我答应了。。但她的那个工作做不久，好像只做了一个星期，就没做了。。当初我会去做popular都是因为她。。她没做了，就剩我一个人在那里做，还好我那里有朋友。。在讲一个最近的，我们两三个朋友，再加上我乾妹，要去海边喝酒，聊天。。她说她要跟。。好，给她跟。。但她又要要求跟着她的计划走。。因为当天我们十点多才出门，因为有人十点才放工。。当她就要我们早点出门，配合她的时间，问题是是她要跟我们，就不要酱多话。。要出去，又要早回。。还要求我们载她去PUB(FAME)。。根本就是不顺路嘛。。
有本事的话，自己驾车出门啦！不用靠我们，不用我们载；要我们载，就静静跟，不要多多计划+多多话。。！！Kxx Nx Nxx!!

开心

因为最近都没有空上来，做工。。所以现在一次过写完。。
现在我在popular做工，只是打货而已。。打完就可以回了。。
我第一天去的时候有很多货，大概有10++箱的货，吓到我。。我用了3天就打完了，大概是30个小时打完。。
过后我要求早回，他答应了，还说到我是他的强将，打货很快；他也有向他的下属说我很强。。听了这些话后，真的很爽！太棒了！

25-09-09的安利(Amway)云顶大会分享。。（二）

如何迈出成功的第一步
成功的领导人要有的2大特质
1． 亲和魅力
2． 虚怀若谷
要成功，要有归零的心态+主动+用心
安利的3种能力：‘让别人喜欢的能力’，‘做一个快乐的带动者’，‘让别人感动的能力+让别人惭愧’也是带人的3个原则
建立良好关系，做安利产品的代言人

如何打造一个稳健的团队
自己想要什么？以那作为推动力
需要‘要的能力’+‘会的能力’
相信安利公司，产品，和老师
换个想法，换个未来
要行动+要跟上
安利是要自己先了解，再让别人了解
因为要，就会得到

如何以身作则成为第二代的楷模
容易相信，容易成功
人生不是赢在起跑点，而是赢在转折点
安利是帮助需要帮，值得帮的人
成功的%=99%自己努力+1%的指点
成功有4点
1． 听：听过，听进（听懂）
2． 信：相信
3． 顺：信易顺难
4． 跟：智慧是跟出来的
我们要做神偷，偷时间，偷经验
复杂的，简单做：简单的，从复做
学习是主动的
环境的好，才会把爱的人带进来

如何透过安利事业绝处逢生
想要成功，要成为什么人都可以
找一个刻苦铭心的理由-远离贫穷
不把别人赚，不在乎别人的眼光
看到了目标，就要跟对人，才会成功
在平凡，都能成功！

见招拆招解招群星会
人与人之间的相似度高达99%，那1%是想法，那想法决定了一个人的未来
人们不是听你说什么，而是看你做什么！你试试看:叫你朋友伸出手来（你也一起做），叫他把手放在下巴，而你放在额头，看他是把手放在哪里，下巴还是额头？
成功在于想法，行动
人生有3个不能等=孝顺不能等，健康不能等，成功不能等
我们要看得不是成功人的结果，而是效仿成功人奋斗的过程
成功前吐苦水;成功后谈经验
老师的两个问题决定做安利：
需要交多少钱？只需RM85,RM85不会让你变乞丐，RM85也不会让你变富豪
需要囤货吗？不需要
不向恶劣环境低头
成功的人不怕问题多，而是要学习解决问题
团队不是同情和安慰，而是鼓励和激励
可以为梦想而忙碌，但不能忙碌忘了梦想
要学，听得懂成功人的话
命运改变决定于-听谁的话，跟谁在一起
船一封信息只需两三秒，但传达一个观念却需要两三年
与其信佛，念佛，拜佛，不如走出来做佛做的事
珍惜和感恩就是要不断把机会给别人
靠近老师不会成功，接近老师的想法才会成功
放下的速度+改变的速度=成功的速度
有决心的人不会成功，下定决心的人也不会成功，坚持决心的人才会成功
最难找到的是初心，最容易失去的是动力，最难提升的是心境
爱我们的人很多，但能指点我们的贵人却很少

25-09-09的安利(Amway)云顶大会分享。。（一）

这次的安利云顶大会是有史以来最大型的。。三天两夜。。这次云顶大会的主题是成功在于改变！我们要成功，就要有两个元素：相信与成功。。
要成功，就要牺牲娱乐。。我们人要走直路，不要走歪路，冤枉路！
脑袋空空=口袋空空=肚子空空；脑袋满满=口袋满满=肚子满满!
有一个医生，他赔了数十万给政府，就是为了从是安利事业。。为什么他会从是安利事业？？他说，他可以得到自由，可以玩乐，有保障，有钱赚。。做时间的主人，不想做的时候，又有钱拿。。
有一个以前是浪子，现在他也从事了安利事业。他曾经被他爸爸关进狗笼的一个人，现在的他可是一有钱人啊。。他说：每个人都有潜能，安利能够让我们发挥潜能，安利不止是赚钱的事业，而是改变命运的事业。。安利是自己的事业。只要相信，一定可以成功。。
安利的价值与远见。我们工作都是为了赚钱。。赚钱有两种方法：上班（赚的钱有限制，有退休年龄）；做生意（有风险）。不做最大的，做最好的；做最好的，就是最大的。安利的产品多元化，生活化，高品质，自产，控制品质。。加入安利没有压力，发展安利没有压力。目标不等于压力，只要脚踏实地=成功。。安利可以帮助任何人成功；学会安利，走遍世界都不怕；安利是自己的事业，是自由的企业。
如何从菜市场走向国际市场。看不到未来，受到威胁，就可以改行了。有做有钱，没做没钱。
为什么加入安利？
1 安利公司很大，有信心，有50年的历史
2 安利的制度，有10种收入，有保障
3 安利产品，由满意保证
4 RM85当老板，跟安利合作
5 不需要学历
开始做安利是辛苦的，所谓先苦后甜，熬过了苦，甜自然会到来。。
五点坚持做安利：
1 本小利达
2 没有工人的烦恼
3 地点烦恼
4 没经验，有人教
5 没风险，有赚无亏
千点万点不如名师指点。糖果有多好吃，自己试过了才知道。。安利不是培养一个万能的推销员，而是培养一个万能的经营者。。人是要鼓励和肯定的，称赞可以使一个白痴变天才，批评可以使天才变白痴！赢家永不放弃，放弃永不是赢家。做安利要有4点:心态（安利为谁而做），能力（谈话），组织（上线，下线），业绩。成功2点：承诺，信用。安利产品会说话。。安利是取之不尽，用之不懈的宝矿。。安利有两难：没有人相信安利是这样的好；没有人相信安利原来这么简单。

Amway presentation..here i'm coming..

today,i followed my brother girlfriend's car to KL and ready for going Genting..we started our way to KL by 2100..and the time taken from penang to KL only takes 3.30hours..but normally it's take 4-5 hours..the average speed of the car is 120-130km/h..we reached at KL's home at about 0100..
then the next day,we'll going up to genting for the amway presentation..the presentation takes 3days 2 night..after the presentation finished,i'll post up what had i learned from the amway presentation..wait for the results..coming soon..!

23/09/09 ZY's party

23/09/09 about 1900,i went for ZY's party..i got fetch rooban,and Kent..when we reached there,got about 4 people at there..then ZY went to fetch RZ(she is the girl that i am care of)..after half an hour,they are back..before that,I'm predict that will RZ come to me and chat with me on she's 1st sight..my prediction is correct..she's came to me and chat with me..ha ha..then Zoe,xinz asked me for mahjong..just play play only,not gambling..Zoe got bought some beer..then we open and drink..i think Zoe was drink 2 of it..about 2130,the party just begin..then we start for the BBQ,and steamboat..actually,i din ate a lot on the steamboat,so do the BBQ..and on that day,i feels that xinz was acting wired..dunno the reason why..then zoe also..maybe is the love that trap she in the problem ..about 2300,Zoe need go home..the i sent she went home with xinz..after an hour,we go back to ZY there to fetch yeeping to balik pulau(the middle on the road(there got a place that can rest))on that time,almost of all people are going home..when we reached ZY there,only left rooban,Kent,ST and SK..the original plan is only me ,xinz and yeeping go balik pulau..cause i promise xinz for bringing she go there..but rooban want to follow..and if he go,then just left Kent,ST and SK in the house,and the host was sending people home..then rooban was angry..in because of the word,i shortcut it..then got me,xinz,yeeping,Kent,ST and SK going to balik pulau..about 0200,we are going back to fetch rooban home cause he have something to do on the next day..
finally,i think that the party no worth,because i din ate that much that i paid..haix..wasted..!

Msn window live messenger..DOWN!!

dunno what happened to the msn messenger..always can't sign in,although the networking is fine...
today whole day can't sign in..damn.!!can't chat with friends and check the mail..damn!!
and not only me,(i think)almost everyone can't on the msn messenger..dunno why the msn messenger down like this..

另一种乾妹。。很特别。。

我有一个乾妹，她小我一岁。我认识她应该不到一年，但我对她有着一种很气妙的感觉，这应该是可以说是真真的乾妹吧，而不是其他人的追求不到就乾哥乾妹。。我会很想去保护她，不要让她受到伤害，可能是我知道她是来自单亲家庭吧。。现在的她去了外州读书，一个人在那边。。每当她放假回来时，我都会想抽时间去陪她，不想让她的假期就这样的白白度过。。因为在她还没去外州读书，她害怕这里的朋友会忘记她，而我就答应她我不会，一定会记得她。。她回来时会去陪她。。很奇怪，只有她，我是不会跟她计较金钱上的问题，其他人，可能表面上不会计较，但心里还是会计较，但她我不会。。像是她要我请她吃东西，我也不会说我没有钱，就算没有钱，我也会请她吃。。现在她回来过马来人新年，我约了她出来，从她口中知道她在那里很压力，因为去到那边读书的都很厉害（虽然她也很棒）。。我知道后，心里觉得很辛苦。。
虽然说在别人眼中看说我有可能会喜欢上她，但我却没有那种爱的感觉。。这种感觉很奇怪，我会为她做一些，只要她说一声。。
还有我发现我跟她有一个共同点，那就是讲话很快，我能听得懂她再说什么，但其他人可能要听两次。。

my 'sis' back from JB

tonight,Edwin date me go out for dinner and bowling..then my sis was from from JB to PG yesterday,then,i dated my sis Amy for dinner and bowling..about 2000,there's raining outside,then Edwin go fetched Kevin,then Amy..on that time,still raining..then i took umbrella to take her,then she said that if got one guy willing do that on every time,she'll feel touch and lucky..
then,we went for dinner..then she asked me to treat her for dinner because long long time once..after that,bowling time..only me and edwin playing the game..kevin was injured because of accident..Amy dun wan to play..after the game,we want go home,but the rain still falling..on the way home,there's traffic jam every where..the traffic jam is caues by the flood..we stucked on the road for about 1 hour..Amy felt tired and sleepy,then she just slept on car..then we sent Amy home and i was accompany she to her home..and on that time she told me that she srill wanna study..
i feel pity for her and i'll feel suffer too because i dun wan see her so suffer..

Alcohol..

today about 0900,I'm still in my dream,i heart my phone rang,then i answer the call..unexpected ,is yeeping call..and on that time she was in school,how she can phone me??and the number is other person hand phone..she call me is because xinz drunk ed and vomit unstopped..I'm feeling wired,they all are in school,how she can be drunk??yeeping asked me for help..then i just told her that let's xinz continues vomit,if not the alcohol in her body will make her suffer..
then about 1630,i called xiinz to ask her why she can't be drunk and vomit,she told me that is zoe gave she drink beer..and drink the beer in one shot..wow..then she told me after half an hour,she feels dizzy,headache,and want to vomit..she vomit for 6-7 times..very serious..last time when i'm drink,she asked me no to,but today,she drink..haix~..

Tired......~.~

yesterday i received a call that asked me for work..popular stock take,RM50 per day..before that,i have done that job..Rm50 is easy to earn..but,today is different..
today I'm wake up at 0615,then after preparing myself,i go fetch,nonzy,Diane,Simon,and rooban..because there is raining in the morning..when reach there,the time is 0700,and we meat with the popular staff in the lift..then mean that we din lated..after all the part timer arrived,i notice that nonzy's brother's friend wear the cloth same as me..ooooo..so....'lucky'..,then nonzy's brother took the picture of us..we have our breakfast at about 0715,our breakfast have mihun,bread,and Milo..after that,we start our job..our job is using PDA to scan the stock at every department..there's over 300 location need to scan..pity..i'm scaned about 52 location,it took my time about 8 hrs to done it..i scaned english,cd rama,and rivision department..at about 1830,popular distribuit RM50 (cash)to us..after finished the job,we go play some game and go KFC have some dinner..we went home at 2110,at home about 2135..tired..!!

Clubbing Nite

tonight me,Edwin,Nonzy,Kevin,Alex,and Rooban..we reached there about 2300..then we go in and enjoy the music,beer,and sexy girls..on that night,the F.A.M.E organize the 'diva dance'..got about 5 sexy girls dancing on the stage..then in there,we enjoy our beer,music,and the dive dance for about 2 hours..we are so lucky that can meet with the boss of F.A.M.E. and he shake hand with us..he so polite..in the end,he drunk..then nonzy,Kevin,Alex,Rooban,and me go out side..because we can't stand anymore..Edwin always wan us drink the beer..on that day,Edwin cousin open 4 Martelle cost RM250-300 and 1 Martelle that cost RM2k-3k..then after we gone out,we sat at the chair outside and rest..Kevin slept on the chair(the chair is long in shape)after a while,he vomited..like the waterfall,vomit all away the floor..after is rooban time..rooban also vomit like the waterfall,me shocked because he was sat beside me..nonzy is the 1st one go out rest and vomit..and me,just call out to my friends..like old time..at about 0245,we went to pulau tikus for food..lucky Edwin not so drunk(so do i) so that he still can drive car..but Kevin,and rooban vomit along the road to the car..along the way to pulau tikus..i think kevin is drunk,he sang a song that named Cxbxi,the lyric all is cxbxi nia,no other word..it's so funny..then we reached at pulau tikus..kevin still drunk and he feel want to vomit..at there,kevin drunk until talking to the beer..haha..after that we gone home..along the way home,kevin still talking to himself and sang song..then we just laught..when reached kevin's house,me and alex 'cover' him go in to his house..i think that he have no effort to walk, open th door also..
after that i reached home about 0415..then when wake up,headache,but after a while ok liao..

Damn!!my hair so pity..(T.T)

i went to salon to do my hair..then she just perm my hair that i want..but in the end..the effect so suck!!and front of my hair she cut until the eyebrow,my original hair long until my nose there..so sad now..!!i never go there for hair cut again..!!
and anyone that view my blog,dun go there for hair cut..!!
7C ground floor..dun go!!

Pity me,pity Y..

i have a friend..i named he as Y..and Y has a girlfriend..i named she as X..
Y got go for the tarot for his future,love and healthy..on that time,i,nonzy and Jocelyn got accompany him go..X dunno nonzy and Jocelyn..
after a few days,X ask me for Jocelyn hp no.on that time i was thinking that will X ask Jocelyn for the results of Y??then i asked Y whether wan give X or not..then Y just said no need reply her..
X asked me for the no. 3 times but i din reply her at all..in mine side,if i give other people hp no. to 'another people',it's mean that i din respect to that 'another people'
X sent 5 sms to me..below are her sms
1.fxxk u!y u so 25kia?y u what also wan told Y?i wan jocelyn hp no. gt kaitan wif he?Cibxi la u!nah!go eat shit la!so scare to gave me jocelyn hp no.?u tot i wan do wat izit?n i wan jocelyn hp no. coz i wan find her fren choir 1..should i report to u all the reason?i think no nit rite?XDthai,im so angry wif u..u noe my perangai..if nt i wont simply simply scold ppl de..
2.u make me dissapointed bout u!as a fren,i reali sad n angry bout ur attitude!if u dun wan gave me jocelyn hp is fine..i oso dunwan her hp no!i wan her fren 1 !
3.n i dind't kacau feng!duno y he wan memburuk-burukkan me!
4.i dun think that u r so chick..no bird izit?dun wan reply me..and asked Y lied to me that ur hp no credit..
5.i feel dissapointed to u..chun thai..i thought u so nice d..
then i just wanna say that,y i wanna told Y is because Y is beside me that time..then u wanna jocelyn hp no.(if it is important)then u will told the the reason y u wan her hp..
now i think that Y n X is break up..
if i'm Y,i can't tahan the attitude X and i will break with her as soon as posible because her attitude is bad and i really can't tahan with her..
Pity Y..

Special Clubbing Nite

I'm back from Taiping to Penang in the evening..at night,Edwin is dated me out to having some drinks with nonzy and Kevin.10 something,we go subaida there for some drinks and talking about the girls things..(not who is beautiful among the friends like that..) we are disscussing about what's happened to edwin's life's girl..
when the time is on 0000,we move our seat to the clubbing place..F.A.M.E.
me,nonzy,kevin,three of us din wear the long pants,sport shoes,or a kolar shirt..we just wear simple t-shirt ,shrt pants and silpper.. but we can go into there because edwin cousin knew the F.A.M.E. crew..so that we just go in with free..
inside there,i only saw a few people(i think only we are wearing that to clubbing)wearing like that..
3 hours later,we move..when we on the way go home,we saw the illegal race at the subaida there..
2 'racer' laying down on their motor anf then just 'peeeeeee' and we can't saw the anymore,cause their motor too fast..wow..
after that,the police having a road block,i want the police to check me althought i din have anything illegal..i went the police bock there twice,but they din block me,i felt dissapointed..haix.
after that,we all reach at home about 0330 in the morning..

District-9

today,my friends date me to qb for watching the district-9..
they date me go there by 1pm,but they come at 2.15pm..they late for 75mins..geram lo..
after that,we go enjoy the movie..before that,we bought the ticket for the movie,now we all are adults,but we bought the ticket only for RM5 by using our expired student card..
the movie,district-9 is a great movie..i enjoyed it..but the movie got some SG scene ..
after that,we go to the skating park to see 'lala'..at there,got many many 'lala' there..
we just sat at there for 1 hours ,seeing 'lala' and talking ..

One Piece~

last week,i start my new comic,that's 'one piece'..
one piece is bout a boy have ate a wired fruit that make him can't swim,but his ambition is to become a king pirate in the world..
now,every day i wake up ,i'll open up my computer and then continues my comic..it's a very great comic..!

Speechless....^x^

Today,Diane date me,Kevin,Nonzy and his brother go to KCF because Diane was dated to listen a new project (can make money through internet)..diane scared she'll be brain wash by them,so that,she asked us go with she..
When we arrived at there,there was 3 person with a laptop...2 boys 1 girl..then,they start their talk..they only talks about how to earn money and the main function of the company not so clear,and now din have a modal that show us that he/she earn money from this company..although the company is new..as they said the project is so good,WHY they can't show us the person already sucess earn money from that..??the talk gave by them din have the 'power' to let us trust them..WEAK!!
after that,nonzy 's brother got another plan to show me..the plan is like that:government give you RM300 for 2 years,but you need to pay RM250 (each month)to a company for the product(something like d bird nest project) then,you'll earn that RM50(each month)..then the product you can sell it,give out,throw it,or what is depends on you,because the product is yours..
For me,if the plan is work,but how do i settle d product..??just left it there??or sell it to other people??if i left it there,it 'll take over my place;if i sell it to other people,and the product have problem,how do i response??;if i throw it away,it'll waste the product..
but in my opinion,i think they only see the RM50X24=RM1200 for two years..and think about the product..and i think they won't care about the product and then just left it there..

Went to teluk kumbar beach...

today,me ,nonzy and diane went to teluk kumbar beach..we felt down because and the beach so dirty and the sea is badly polluted..(T.T)
we walked along d beach to the end..it is a long journey and it take about 30 minutes to finish it..
along d beach,the sand is dirty,the sea is polluted,and nobody playing around there..
10 years ago..there 's a beautiful beach and got a lot of people playing,caughting lala at there,but now??i only can said a word to represented that:WORST!!

Haha..^^My 1st blog..Welcome..!!

Welcome welcome..!!welcome to my blog..
Today,2009-8-13,I'm created my 1st blog in here ..(now u are viewing)
Why I'll create a blog??because all my friends have their own blog that posting their story,comment,feeling and so on..
today I'm going to AMWAY company(i think can said it as shopping mall) with my brother..
we search for AMWAY for about 1 an hour,because we dunno the actual pace for it..
in there,it's very beautiful..
after that,we went prangin shopping then i sent my bro to bus station ...